I Believe…

I believe that God is in charge of all that meets us where we live.

I believe that everything that happens in our lives passes through God’s hand.

I believe with assurance that everything that touches our lives, both good and bad, including those that cause pain, are all gifts from God and God’s gifts all have purpose. Continue reading

Giving

Thirty years or more ago, 24 members of my church set out on a “Great Experiment”, a commitment to practice five disciplines for just 30 days.  The five disciplines were:

  1. We met each week to pray together, and to share our thoughts.
  2. We were committed to giving two hours of our time each week to God. This was a form of self-surrender and was not defined except that we let God lead in how that time was spent.
  3. We were committed to giving one/tenth of our monthly income to God.
  4. We were committed to spending the morning period, 5:30-6:00 a.m., in prayer, meditation and study of scripture. Many in our group started journaling.
  5. The fifth discipline involved a form of witnessing to God by reaching out to others anonymously, an act of kindness, an unexpected gift, an expression of support.

By the end of the 30 days, the 24 found that they were changed, in subtle ways, and each one was excited to continue the Great Experiment into the next month.  There was something contagious about the practice of those five disciplines.  What started out as a kind of obligation gradually became a true commitment.  We could feel God leading us.

We continued the Great Experiment, month after month, for eight years!  Along the way, we lost some of our members, so that at the time we made the decision to end the program, there remained six of our original 24.  Also along the way, another group of Great Experimenters began, a gathering of approximately 15, and continued for an extended period.

What we found, at its heart, was as form of pure giving.  Whether it was our time, or our outreach, or our study, it was turning God’s gift around and passing it on.

Pure giving.  In Rachel Remen’s book My Grandfathers Blessings, she tells of a lesson she learned from her grandfather.  The lesson involved the eight levels of “charity” as outlined in the Talmud:

  • The eighth and most basic level, has a person grudgingly buying a coat for a shivering person who has asked for help. Gives it to him in the presence of witnesses, and waits to be thanked.
  • At the seventh level, a person does the same grudging thing without waiting to be asked for help.
  • At the sixth level, a person does this same thing, willingly, without waiting to be asked for help.
  • At the fifth level, a person gives a coat that he has bought to another, but does so in private, and with an open heart.
  • At the fourth level, a person openheartedly and privately gives his own coat to another.
  • At the third level, a person openheartedly gives his own coat to another who does not know who has given him this gift. But the man himself knows the person who is indebted to him.
  • At the second level, a person openheartedly gives his own coat to another and has no idea who has received it. But the man who receives it knows to whom he is indebted.
  • At the first, and the purest level of giving, a man openheartedly gives his own coat away without knowing who will receive it, and he who receives it does not know who has given it to him.

How do we approach our giving?  Here at Zion we make pledges and a record is kept of our progress in meeting that pledge.  There are practical reasons our giving is handled this way.  But as I consider the eight levels of giving, I wonder where does our tithe fit in?  We say our giving to Zion is giving to God’s service, but where does our  giving sto Zion touch the needs of people in our community?

I think about the Great Experiment and that fifth discipline.  As a group we struggled with this act of kindness each day, and many of our weekly meetings were spent seeking ways to carry out that discipline… anonymously!  And I wonder if we were being too literal, with too little spontaneity, with too much particularity.

Rachel Reimen ends her story with two statements that have such meaning:  “Some things have so much goodness in them that they are worth doing any way that you can.”  I think the five disciplines of the Great Experiment has that quality of goodness that is worth doing. The Great Experiment prepared many of us for what came next – Via Di Cristo!

The second statement is a simple one, loaded with meaning.  It says that “it is better to bless life badly than not to bless it at all.”

Giving.  Think about it and let God bless you, and you in turn, pass it on!

Have a generous, Christian, Christmas season.

For What It’s Worth.

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[NOTE – This article originally ran in our church newsletter, The Teller.]

“Freedom Is Not Free”

“Freedom Is Not Free”—Korean War Memorial                                                        (Nor is service in the interest of freedom lost on others.)

Sometime events in our lives are so intense and overwhelming that, at the time, in the actual living, they seem almost normal, something to move through, experience and process at another time.  Then later, maybe the very next day, or maybe longer, you consider what has happened.  Perhaps, you think about how that event happened, and all those who freely gave to make that event the overwhelmingly positive experience that it was in your life, and is now a special and important memory for you. Continue reading

I Need a Brain Overhaul!

Have you ever felt like you needed a major overhaul of your brain?  Maybe your memory cells have bitten the dust!  I’ve come to believe that my brain has gaping holes of nothingness, and I can prove it but I don’t know how to fix it!  Here’s my evidence:

Exhibit 1: I make an appointment.  Enter it into my iPhone calendar, along with an alert 15 minutes before the appointment and at that time of the appointment.  The alerts go off.  I ignore them!  Then I get a call saying “are you coming?  We are all waiting for you!”  All? Who is all?

Exhibit 2: I live, maybe 3 miles from my grocery store and other shopping areas. I decide to go to town to pick up something important that I need, and while I am there run two errands.   I go to town, run the two errands, then have a conversation with a friend for a few minutes.   I drive home. As I pull into my drive it occurs to me that the one item, the important item, the one I needed, the reason I was driving into town, was still in town! Continue reading

Regrets?  No!

“Regrets, I’ve had a few, but then again too few to mention…” Can’t you just hear old Blue Eyes crooning that hit song so many years ago. Even now, the words of that song touch my tender spots.  Then you hear: ”I did it my way”, then you wonder. Do any of us live our lives solo? I mean, do any of us live our lives strictly Your Way or My Way?

Doesn’t it give you pause to think back over your life, and if the regrets seem to pop up with greater frequency, then maybe you need to take a closer look. Maybe you’re concentrating on the big ugly things, and obscuring in those little precious moments the truly make up the quality of your life. Continue reading

Barabbas, in His Own Words

It was late when they finally arrested me.  At my trial I was charged with treason against Rome and a murder that was committed during the insurrection.  I was found guilty on both charges and was sentenced to death by crucifixion, a sentence that would be carried out in just a few days!

Now it is Friday.  My Execution Day. Here I sit in prison.  My wrists and ankles are chaffed by these chains.  I’m scared!   I always boasted that I feared nothing! But now, my mouth is dry, my heart is beating wildly and there are times when I can hardly breath.  Over the years I thought many times about this day, the day of my death, and I just dismissed it.  But this is different, and I’m not ready for any of this. Continue reading

Barabbas, Child of God

It was late when they finally arrested Barabbas.  At his trial he was charged with treason against Rome and murder during the insurrection.  He was found guilty of both charges and was sentenced to death by crucifixion.  The sentence is to be carried out by the end of the week.

Friday.  Execution Day. Barabbas sat in prison. His wrists and ankles chaffed by his chains.  He was scared!   He had always boasted that he feared nothing! But now, he trembled, his mouth was dry and his heart beat wildly.  He had thought many times about this day, the day of his death, and dismissed it.  But this was different, and he was not ready for any of this.  He cursed the guards and the other prisoners. Continue reading

We The People!

Cautionary Fact #1:  The French Revolution was a period of far-reaching social and political upheaval in France that lasted from 1789 until 1799. During which time history recorded the overthrow of a monarchy and the institution of a dictatorship under Napoleon.

Cautionary Fact #2:  Joseph de Maistre, the most visionary of France’s early counterrevolutionary philosophers, in a letter written in August 1811, commented about Russia’s new constitution and in light of the French Revolution, stated “Every country has the government it deserves.” Continue reading

How Did She Do That?

One year ago, January 23, 2016, Joanne, the love of my life, the loving mom to our four kids and extended family, and friend to all, died.  Nearly five years earlier, she had been diagnosed with interstitial lung disease, most likely caused by an allergic reaction to the drug amiodorone. This disease causes scarring of the lungs and has a progressive effect on lung function, leading to death.  There is no known cure. Her prognosis was three to five years.

How does one react to the realization of such a prognosis?  How does one live each day with that in your life, just down the road a piece?  How does that effect how you interact with family and a wide circle of friends?  For her, it was her grace, love and calmness that were on display.  A close friend once observed that Joanne was the “personification of grace”, and she was!  As time passed I had cause to ask: “How does she do that?” Continue reading

Batteries Not Included

Christmas morning.  Your children are all excited.  The presents, clustered around the Christmas tree, are so inviting.  But they will wait.  The time comes and the melee begins with squeals of laughter.  Your oldest daughter has just discovered the gift that was always at the top of her wish list, and now she is holding it!  Her happiness palpable.  You help here overcome plastic shrink-wrap and then your eyes see that terrible phrase: Batteries Not Included.  Oh, no.  You hadn’t expected that and now you are faced with your daughter’s impatient disappointment.  A quick trip to the store and peace is restored. Continue reading

Taste and See

Have you ever been invited to a real feast? I mean an incredible feast where you walk into the dining room and there before you a beautiful buffet. You are overwhelmed by the wonderful smells that surround you as you walk by the table.  The au deurves! The aroma is so humm. Even The vegetables makes your mouth water. And then you walk by the main course and you again are overwhelmed by a perfect aroma that is hard to describe. Continue reading